ani has some line about dreaming every time you blink, and that's about where i am right now. i've fallen in and out of sleep so many times today, and had so many half-dreams and semi-somnolent moments that i can't be sure just what actually happened, and what only in my mind. these days, i understand the buddhists more. if i can't tell the dream from the reality, how can i be sure the reality isn't really just a dream?